It's an insurance company advertisement. She also said Colson is mostly known as a last name there. I love this! GOD uses his children in amazing ways to bless each other.
My Dad came up this weekend for a little visit. I found Z and him in the closet playing with a few toys. ; )
For the past two days Z has been much better. I say a lot of short and sweet prayers to the Lord like, "Help!" many days. ; ) I was really beginning to wonder where my happy boy went. GOD teaches me more through Zach than I think I teach him!
I'm starting to get butterflies in my stomach when I think about Colson getting here. I'm nervous, scared, excited, worried, all over the place. I try to think of what it will be like the moment he arrives, what Jason and I will do, but it's hard to even imagine. The more I feel him move inside me, the bigger I grow, the closer July gets...the more real everything becomes.
After Reese went to Heaven I wanted nothing more than to be close my daughter, but at the same time I would have given anything to snap my fingers and be done with all the "firsts" I knew this year would bring.
When we found out I was pregnant again, I remember thinking, "I wonder what GOD wants us to learn this year. What He has for us that we wouldn't be able to receive if Reese had lived longer than two days." I still don't know the answers, but I know GOD is sovereign.
I cannot believe it's already May. Reese has been with Jesus for nine months, and Colson will be here in nine weeks. How I wish I could have both Reese AND Colson. Thank you for choosing to be a part our journey of heartache and joy. We're extremely blessed by you.
May the Lord be praised! Day after day He bears our burdens...
GOD is good, and I'm saved by His amazing grace. He has blessed me with a wonderful husband, two precious boys, and a beautiful daughter who is in Heaven. I have an amazing family and fabulous friends. Enjoy these little snapshots of our family's life!